I see myself as a man with a cloudy vision & somewhat small. I like to feel that way though, I like not knowing where I might go &I like to feel small, I guess that's why I love the mountains. At 6'2 tall & 385 lbs, it's nice to feel that way. I like to go about things my own way & failure usually follows, but that's ok with me. I always learn something & I usually not make the same mistake.